I can type and rant about things via text all I want and yet no one will ever really know how serious it is to me, how much pain it causes (little or tremendous) or hear my screams for help, for peace, for solitude.
I know I can be very demanding for certain people's attention and sometimes enjoy the company of that person. But how do I get one of those people to look at me and know I am crying out to them? How do I say it to them? I have already tried straight up saying I'm in pain, yet no one will be there for me to talk, a shoulder to cry on right now when I need it. It's been a rough past few weeks and I guess I wore the person who was helping me out and she finally gave up on it. Now I have no one and feel so empty. Now I'm trying to figure out if my screams are for help, or for it all to just go away. But it doesn't matter how much I scream, they go unheard. They're just silent screams.
-T'Ford
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